It
felt like I could touch it;
My
future, being able to breathe…
In
10 minutes it was ripped from my grasp;
So
hard for me to believe…
Years
of being compliant
With
appointments, treatments, tests
And
dealing with the emotions
of
my failing health….
Believing
that there was a light
at
the end of a long, dark road;
Looking
towards this ray of hope,
to
lighten this ominous load…
Decisions
taken from me,
not
a hint of impending doom…
Leaving
my mind reeling,
Stumbling
blinded in a darkened room…
Not
sure how to face this;
It
feels so out of control
But
trying to look upwards
from
the bottom of this deep, dark hole…
© Leanne Demers, 24th
August,2012
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